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It's not that I don't want history to not repeat itself again.
It's just that what it seems like now is so freaking crazily similar to before, and I keep remembering what happened in the past. I don't want it to happen again, but yet I can't exactly stop it, can I?
And on a different note...
I'm learning to let you go. It's like physics, you have to have enough energy to overcome the initial inertia before it can move up the hill. I don't have that energy yet. It's not exactly really letting you go, its just like accepting what's happening around me, understand them, and move on, doing exactly what you're doing to me back at you-- to let you do what you want, but at the same time, know that there's a person waiting for you somewhere, to come back. Just like a bird you have freed from its cage, but knowing that it will come back one day. Thing is, will you come back? And if you do, will you have changed, again? It's fear that's holding me back, that I know I will have to let go one day. After all, as of now, studying IS my number one priority, the rest can be put at the backseat.
I will learn to let my heart know that, no matter what happens, you will still be there for me. But I need you to promise me that, to keep reassuring me that, as well. Please.
And yeah, I'm using my blog once again to send a message to someone -.-
On Sunday, May 1, 2011 at 10:58 PM
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