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I'm damn freaking tired already. Really really really tired. And damn freaking pissed. I have enough.
Why am I always the one chasing. Why am I always the one making decisions. Can't you make it for once, for just one damn freaking once? Yeah, the only reason why i make it, is because you always threaten to get pissed or something. Yeah, now its my turn.
I'm damn freaking pissed with myself. Why did I even bother to put you as my centre of attention (just after education duh) when you don't even do that. You have so many things going on eh. Well I'm sorry for having no social life whatsoever. Why the hell am I so freaking dumb. You know what, from now on, I'm not going to bother anymore. Do whatever you want, and come find me when you are finally free. Kay?
And maybe that will make you finally be the one chasing.
If I don't tell you to read this, goodness knows how long it will take for you to realise there's this post. Yeah, do you know I check your blog on a daily basis? Both blogs, in fact. Why in the world did I do that? Because you meant so much to me. You have no freaking idea how much. And why aren't you doing the same back to me then? F*ck, this has got to stop. I don't want you to be in the centre of my world anymore. And I'm totally not going to let that happen anymore.
You know what, I'm not going to bother anymore, kay? Its probably what you want after all this while right? I've tried to understand what you are thinking, why are you like this, why do you always threaten to get angry easily, and why are you so freaking short-tempered. And you know what, I have no freaking idea. At all. I try to understand, but then I think, what the hell. Have you ever contemplated things from my side then?? Have you? I don't get it, I don't get you at all. Why am I even doing this, when you don't even bother?
I've had enough already. Do whatever you deem fit kay? Ttyl.
p.s. you have no idea how many times I cried because of you kay. I don't want to do this anymore. I've had enough already.
On Thursday, March 10, 2011 at 8:43 PM
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